My whole life ive fought to have a mother-daughter relationship with my biological mother just to be hurt and disappointment time n time again. Ive finally accepted the fact we’ll never be in contact again and even though that brings me a peace ive never felt before it also sometimes makes me sad.
Ive never known a real mother-daughter relationship that wasn’t toxic and unhealthy and thats all I want.
I want a Mom over any materialistic object imaginable.