Keeen

I am 23, trying to finish college. I would like to become a pathologist. I am currently writing a book and looking for a publisher. I am bi-polar 2 which means that I am sad the majority of the time, but my medication is really helping me and I feel better than I ever have. If you don't know what bipolar is or have the stereotypical definition in your head, please do some light research about it because I'm not crazy and I don't have multiple personalities. I would love to explain how it effects me all you have to do is ask. I am very honest and I always lay everything out on the table. I am straight, interested in men. I am living with my boyfriend of 3 years. I just quit smoking cigarettes, but very seldom do it when I drink. I do not do drugs. I have a dog that I love more than anything. My medication recently made me gain weight and I'm still trying to lose weight and get used to my new body, it really takes a toll on my self esteem. My favorite book is 'Invisible Monster' by Chuck Palahnuik (he wrote fight club). I'm a very reliable, honest and considerate person.

My mother sexually, physically and mentally abused me and my 3 older sisters. She has boarder line personality disorder. I haven't spoken to her since I was 16. I don't talk to my two oldest sisters, but I do talk to my sister who is a year older than me. I have a good relationship with my father but my mother made sure I didn't see him for years, so we are still trying to work through issues. I don't have any sort of relationship with my extended family (aunts, uncles and grandparents) and it seems like they would like to keep it that way.