Lonleyandforgotten27

I'm 19 years old. I was diagnosed bipolar in kindergarten. I feel emotionally and have always felt emotionally abused by my mom and dad. I want a mother that will hug me and tell me I'm loved. I want a dad I can bond with. I feel neglected so abandoned and alone I feel like a failure kid because of my bipolar. I feel guilty because of my "illness". I need a mothers love I never received. I feel so hopeless and worthless… nobody cares about me :(((