Cene

Hello, my name is Merxene. I do having living biological parents, but I was horrifically abused by my bio mother, and abused/neglected by my bio father after I turned six. I just want a momma and papa I can talk to, tell about my life, my failures, my successes, advice, what they’re up to, their failures/successes/life.…I just remember before I turned six, my dad loved me and my aunt mothered me. I am 29…I haven’t felt real maternal or praternal love through a relationship and actions since I was a toddler..and even then it was riddled with abuse by my bio mother and neglect by my bio father. I understand that I’m not a baby anymore, I’m an adult, I’m not “cute” like a little kid, but I try my darndest to be a cool/loving adult I can be proud to be. I am a very artsy, happy go lucky introverted extrovert, and I really like human connections and love healthy relationships since I never had that growing up. So my partner, best friend, and the few siblings I get along with are my world, along with my two service dogs, 2 cats, and my partner’s puppy! I feel incomplete without a mother and father, and I understand and have grieved the fact that I never had a mother and I will never meet that father he was (before I was six) ever again. But I have hope I can have a chosen momma and poppa, and grandparents would be the icing on the cake! I am very loving and dedicated. I love through hell and back, and I will live for you. I could always die for the people I love, but I feel that living for them is more of a testament to how I truly love and dedicate myself to my loved ones. I look forward to talking to people and hopefully being loved and loving back 🙂 Nice to meet you!