sam1992

MY MOTHER AND FATHER SEPARATED WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND I WAS RAISED BY A SINGLE MOTHER , I HAD NO FATHER FIGURE OR ANY POSITIVE EXPERIENCE WITH A MALE FIGURE BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF INTERACTION WITH MALES IN MY CONSERVATIVE CULTURE . I AM 24 NOW AND STILL SINGLE AND I HAVE FEAR OF FALLING IN LOVE BECAUSE I CANT IMAGIN MYSELF BEING MARRIED AND LEADING A NORMAL LIFE AND HAVING A NORMAL FAMILY . I LIVE OUTSIDE MY CULTURE NOW AS FREELY AS I CAN GET BUT I NEVER TOOK DRUGES OR DID ANYTHING STUPID AND I NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANY GUY BECAUSE IT'S NOT APPROPRIATE FOR ME TO HAVE SEX OR TOUCH A MAN BEFORE MARRIAGE . I FACE RACISIM WHERE EVER I GO BECAUSE OF MY PRIDE IN MY HERITAGE AND LANGUAGE EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO SUPPORT FROM THOSE WHO SHARE MY HERITAGE AND LANGUAGE .