Yvette

I have a set of parents and 2 older brothers. But my father is always overseas working, missing out on my childhood.My mother is a here with us but she is always comparing why couldn't I be as good as my older brothers in studies. My parents always quarrel and yell at each other. When I was 15, I remember my mother tellling me "Let's tie our wrist together and jump down from the 16th floor.l, because she had a really bad argument with my father. When I was young, even a a missing mark from my spelling test earn my a few stroke from the cane. I was scared of the cane that I actually ran around in the house trying to avoid my mother,who ended up chasing me with a cane and canning non-stop for 30 mins. She did however appologised after that incident. I am diagnosed with ADD at age 16. After falling into depress as a because of home problems and also school bullies. My mother when she is really angry, she will yelled and scold me.Example "You useless child, why don't you go and die." It's hurting for my mother to say that to me. I know I am not as good as my brothers in studies and I know that sometimes I am stubborn and naughty. It makes me sad, when I am writing this and crying at the same time.