MikaMik

There really isn't that much to know about me. I'm Arab/Hispanic/Celtic/Jewish ethnically, and was raised somewhere between Jewish and Buddhist, (despite neither of those being my current religious beliefs,) if anyone actually cares, and my family is… broken, to say the least, or what family I have. I've caught onto the fact that they don't particularly like me for the most part by now, or at least that's the case with my parents. I love them to death, but they just don't know how to raise someone who's quite as… Well, bonkers, as I am. (Spoiler alert: cussing them out and calling them various profanities isn't the way to go about it.)
Yes, that sounds terribly morbid, but I honestly just laugh about it now. That's all that you can really do when life gets hard, smile and hope that nothing obscenely terrible happens to you.
So, here's to hoping that nobody here gets run over by a tractor, or anything as equally terrible.
If it isn't already obvious, I make a lot of jokes.
I haven't really gotten the whole "having a job" thing figured out quite yet either, so I'm obviously far from perfect. I'm not financially unstable, I just have no idea what to do with myself. I'm kinda crass and loud, I swear a lot, and am likely the queen of situationally inappropriate humor. (I have a bit of a hard time reading into social situations, I don't actually enjoy making people wince at my bad timing. Like, seriously. I'm that one friend who 100% accidentally makes a hitter joke in synagogue, so…) I also play a fair amount of instruments, am constantly told that I dress like a hipster who just rolled out of bed, and write almost as frequently as I breathe. I want to be a musician or writer, maybe both, or even a filmmaker, once I figure out how to go about doing so. Either way, I just want to tell the world my stories one way or another. It's fitting, since I probably have more Bon Iver songs memorized than friends, and was LITERALLY raised in a bookstore. Yes, I'm being completely serious. That one's a bit of a long story…
I'm also an introvert, I listen to WAY too much music, (like that wasn't already obvious…) and I'm a non-confrontational person, from what I've gathered about myself over the years. I use humor and sarcasm to steer myself away from the more serious stuff. You learn how to make the best of shitty situations when you're an optimist with an anxiety disorder. I guess I'm just kinda ghosting the site right now, looking for anyone who actually cares. I know that must sound hella pathetic to anyone who hasn't been in shoes similar to mine, but I'm literally on a website for people like me, who are looking for a family that they might've never had, so I guess I feel like I can be honest here. This bio is really long, so I must be rambling by this point. Either way, I just want anyone who wants to get to know me aware of the ball of tangled threads that I am. Sorry for making anyone who stumbles across my profile potentially read all of this, it's just that I had a lot to say. I hope that I'll be able to find some kind people here. I really hope.